Suezenne Fordham Funny that before anyone was starting to figure it out everyone I know felt something was terribly wrong but couldn't begin to unravel it!!! It felt as if the carpet was slowly being pulled from 'neath my feet.... My suicided husband felt that too, but he hid in alcohol and pain from physical disintegration... while I worried and threw myself into Jazz Fusion Concerts... and got Breast Cancer... It's all so surreal~~~